To Ericia my love,
You know no matter how much in love a couple is, sometimes all it takes is just a thoughtless little issue to turn things around. Then again to the perpetrator the issue might seem non-existent at all but in the eyes of the victim, it is the greatest blow.
I know this is not the first time that you are upset over this. I know you can never get over it too. I know how impossible this situation can work out the way I hope for. The saying is true, You can't have the best of both worlds. I lived my life being true to all my friends but I realised too that I have been so unfair to you. I know that I've not been the best partner you so deserve. I know that no matter how many times I apologise, I can never undo the hurt I've inflicted upon you.
I do not ask for your forgiveness but please believe me when I tell you that I know I'm wrong. After reading the letter you left behind, I gave it some serious thought. It never did occur to me that way but I guess you are right. The 3 of us can never co-exist. Now I dare not speak on behalf of her that she has no feelings for me, not that she does. But believe me. Other than friendship, I have absolutely nothing else for her.
You have all the reason to doubt me now & I can't blame you for it. I have only myself to blame for not thinking before I act. Yes, use kidney to think I also know that I broke my promise to you. Now all I can do is to try to make it up to you. At least give me the chance to do so.
Thousand apologies to you my love. I'm really very very sorry.
Love you always,
Reese
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oh dear, a very touchy issue here. A triangle love affair? Didn't mean to be noisy - is it all resolved?
as life is such tat women are a very strange species.
they always love to change the things ard them... changing every living things, and non living things to suite their needs and to their heart content.
but there is one thing tat they did not change at all..... and that is their mind set.
changing is good, if there is a purpose... but if its just for the sake of changing, bcoz of the "system". tat is damz wrong.
as the "System" control our very mind through out this century... the way we think, the way we act, the way we see, the way we feel, the way we talk, and the way we love.
Is not real anymore.... its just like another re-enactment of another situation. Which is so similar as if we had seen it some where before. so familiar......
Which i finally realised (after i had broke off with my gf).... its the FUCKING TV.
So much brainwashing from the bloody TV now days, makes every one dumb and brainwashed to what the govt wants us to do.....
Make babies, get marry, buy car, buy house, get credit card, get a mistress, & sex... a whole new life styles like a package crap thingy tat makes us all followed blindly without even thinking.... a so call “good life” or “perfect life” we wanted.... but do we actually wanted it?.... that is the question...
So to all women in the world.... dont get brainwash by the govt... by believing what the TV projected to you..... think with your own thoughts, think with you true feeling, get in touch with you nature self, & be true to yourself, what you really want in life.
True love. Not the artifice love that the TV or the govt had brainwash you with all this years.... dont destroy the very foundation of your love with your love one, by a freaking Television.... its only a machine.... its not worth it.
from: soulman
Anna: It's not a love triangle. My lady knows there's nothing going on between us & that I never had an affair. But she just don't like the other girl. I can't explain why either. Guess she just feels insecure & the only way I can make her feel better is to stop all contact with that friend. It would be a real pity if things don't work out due to this because we both know how dependent we are on each other.
soulman: I can't really agree with you for my love did not try to change me. Instead I was the 1 who slowly morphed into something else over the past 3 years. I can't explain why either but the feeling is like when you see your loved one happy, nothing else matters at all.
Btw, are you Edward?
I can understand your gf's feeling. I had gone thru the same thing before. It's probably insecurity, and perhaps, to your gf, the other girl is more attractive, or better!
Since the 2 of you really need each other very much, I think it's worth it to cut off ties with the other girl, until at least, your gf is comfortable with her.
My 2-cents worth!
Actually I did keep off contact with her for more than 6 months. Because recently my friend just moved to her new house & got herself a bf so I thought it be alright to meet her, check out her new place & update each other on our well being. But I guess things don't always turn out as planned...
ya lor, its me nigger ^^
is not tat i believe we all have change through out this few yrs... but its whether do we change it to be better or not.
but if we change to suite the surrounding that, is evolution. but if we change becoz of the "man made sys" then that is not right liao.
i always sincerely believe yor dearie wont change you in any other way, as she love you for being yourself. but sometime its the "sys" that slowly changing us into something tat we are not, and we only realise it until something hit us hard, and we woke up from it.
as i broke off with lorraine, i have finally understand, that its the "sys" that is changing the both of us slow and secretly. we didnt know it was coming until we steps out of the man made love which is slowly changing us into wat the govt wanted us to all to be..
it may sound crazy... but once your sitting in your room alone and trying to recollection the whole event of the relationship.... with the TV on... all the events is like all the damz TV show, especially bloody CH8. hahaah
every scene to me, is like "... a... sound familiar.... a.... looks familiar"
that is when i knew that its the bloody sys that is changing me and her into someone very different.
and as i recall when both of us are working at the buddish library... it was not like tat.... as that place is not infected by TV. and tots was pure and simple. and our love is true.
our collective mind is very power brother, it actually kick start when we are asleep. as our collective tots tries to solve our daily problems, its actually using the tv info to solve it... when it comes to a dead end... the tv info is being fit into it so that it flows. which is every scary.
It may sound strange to you. but its wat i have discover. Bcoz lastime i wasnt like this.... coz i face the computer more then the tv... even if i am watching it, i off the sound. It was fine. But when i was with her, we both face the tv more then anything else, and she didnt even knew it.... sigh
the tv is evil.... hahaha when the govt is using it to brainwash us. but as for collective information... tv is good. lol hahaha look at xiao hei, he is smoking now also hahha pengz. Damz TV.
i wish the both of you well with all my heart ^^
from soulman
Hey nigga! How did you manage to find my blog? Goodness! It wasn't meant for anybody I knew to read. Haha! But in a way I'm glad you found it too. We've not hang out for quite a while. My Vantage miss your Shiri. Haha! Find 1 day we must jam again. Time to rock Bishan again! But must make it soon before my business start.
I'm sorry to hear that you & Lorraine have broken off. We've all been through that before. For me perhaps a few more times. Nobody like that feeling. Especially after spending such a long time together & after putting in so much effort into it. But when it's time to go, it's time to go. Life still goes on. We've got to move on & look forward to what's next to come. Old things don't go new things don't come.
The junk box definitely has the power to influence. There's nothing we can do about it except not to watch it. For me, drama series are out. Basically I only watch 4 channels. Animal Planet, National Geographic, Discovery Channel & Super Sports. I'd rather watch animals...
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